urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paintmesunlight paintmesunlight paintmesunlight 2008-03-20T07:08:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paintmesunlight:1131 2008-03-20T07:08:34Z 2008-03-20T07:08:34Z The Strokes you don't understand how good i am feeling right now.<br />i love old friends, new friends, true friends.<br /><br />i saw my 8th grade english teacher today at hallmark. <br />she remembered me, and it made me feel really good.<br />i was always a trouble maker in her class back then, i always spent my time in the hall.<br />but she was my favorite teacher, and i loved her.<br />i told her that she was my favorite teacher, and she seemed like that really made her happy.<br />it was incredible.<br /><br />california, love me, even if i don't know you yet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paintmesunlight:921 2008-03-18T16:05:18Z 2008-03-18T16:05:18Z Want You Back - The Kooks "i can be alone, yeah, i can watch the sunset on my own"<br /><br />i feel good right now.<br />even though i am exhausted and i have to go work 7 hours.<br />i think it's because i fell asleep laughing with elisabeth.<br /><br />we were making fun of people, when they don't like something it'll be like, instead of *NSYNC it's *NSTINK.<br />and i was like, "i love justin timberfake and *NSTINK".<br />and i was talking about how one time devon said, "dance gavin dance? more like dance gay dance".<br /><br />i know it's probably not funny to any of you, but elisabeth and i were cracking up.<br />i think it's because we are easily amused.<br /><br />i went to bed happy, but i had a bad dream, that was already true in my life, but it's just really hard for me to accept the fact.<br /><br />it's okay.<br />i'm going to be just fine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:paintmesunlight:545 2008-03-18T00:15:13Z 2008-03-18T00:15:13Z my intuition is faltering.<br /><br />i can't see anything coming anymore.<br />betrayal or heartbreak.<br />i have become blind and way too trusting.<br /><br />i think i am going to harden my heart a little more.<br />i know it will soften up when the summer is here.<br /><br />today is always bad.<br />march 17.<br />st. patty's day. <br />i'm irish, so you'd think it'd be a lucky day for me, but it's not.<br /><br />this is the one year anniversary of the worst day of my life,<br />and my boyfriend and i are kaput.<br /><br />i'm going to go practice hardening my heart now.<br />it'll turn to stone in no time.